Love rant

I've had this huge crush on a co-worker since 2014.  She has been married since 2013 and we chatted online and added each other to all the social media apps during that time. Nothing physical ever happened but I think I reached her soul with online interactions during her problematic issues about her husband in 2015. She stayed with her husband since then. What does that say about my influence? I must let it go and go on. She is now part of her husband's new delivery service. Our souls may meet later after this existence but I doubt it. Fuck it. This existence sucks.